This past weekend was 5 months since I was laid off.
The shock of my job and source of income being uprooted with no warning took a big hit, also doesn’t help that I suffer from SAD (seasonal affective disorder) which makes winter’s hard for me always.
Now 5 months later, I’m feeling absolutely amazing!!
I don’t find myself getting into a funk about life and worrying, just a funk about this never ending winter *shaking my fist at mother nature*, it has been a little over 3 weeks since Curled Revenger Fitness became an actual company, I’m not working in the fitness industry with it yet but I am doing work for 2 amazing companies that value me as a person and I don’t feel like I’m just another person on the totem pole.
I am finding my way back to happiness and it is amazing 😊
So staring April 1st I am back to meal planning, back to the gym 5 days a week and on the road to becoming the best version of myself.
I no longer feel stressed, no more weight of the world on the shoulders, no longer find myself wanting to crawl in a ball and cry and no longer feel like I’m on the verge of developing an ulcer.
Sure I may not make the money I did, but that money didn’t make me happy, I was miserable and stressed 90% of the time, happiness isn’t crying weekly in your office!!
THIS here is happiness, I am my own boss and I will make that money again by the end of 2019, yes I have big goals, but knowing it’s my company I am building, that is the best feeling in the world.
No more working for the man…
“Damn the man, save the empire”.
I am a girl boss, a boss babe and a maker of my own destiny.